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so maybe Im going crazy but this doesn't seem right, like I know Im not all that of an expert in this stuff but surely this isnt right maybe.......hmmmm or...... what if....... so I wonder what the conection is.... or what is happening now.... If im making a big thing out of nothing or if I'm just a mug.... it's never been the latter before in this kind of situation, but hey theres a 1st time for everything!